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My favorite photo in the past.

After about a year later, I figured out BDSM porn videos. I loved them. I wanted to feel how the girl in the video feels. Such an idiot. However, I wanted to be that girl. Then I found some subcategories of BDSM. Then I found Femdom. But not just femdom. I loved lesbian femdom. That's the way I wanted to feel. So, I started to wear cheeththe again. I wore my mom's bras, then a saree jacket, and then cheeththe. ❤️ Fast forward, I wanted to wear a saree. I was a little boy and I did not know how to drape a saree perfectly. So I searched YouTube to figure out how to wear a saree. Finally, I learned it.

My mom had a collection of sarees. Because she was working in an office. So, it was not hard for me to find a saree to wear. I was nearly my mom's size. Hence, saree jackets fit me perfectly. I remember the first saree that I wore. It was green. And it's a georgette saree I guess. I took one of her bras and put some panties in the cup cause I don't have breasts. I needed the exact shape. Then I wore a saree jacket and then draped the saree while watching some YouTube tutorials. Oh, I remember the feeling of that saree. I love that.

After a few months, I wanted to wear sarees in different styles. What I did was searching for tutorials on YouTube. Day by day, I wore sarees in different styles when I was alone in the home. And what do you think what did I do wearing a saree? I masturbated. Every day. After about a year later, I talked about this with my girlfriend again. Just like the first time, she didn't like it. But after some explanations, she agreed with me. I think the main problem she faces was she thought that I'm gonna be gay or become a transgender. But I told her that, I'm straight and I don't want be a transgender. I explained her that it won't hurt anyone cause it was a secret between us. Finally, she agreed with me. But I think she didn't agree with me with all of her heart. It might be a ”fine. Let's give it a try. But I can't promise about that”.